I have been in a constant state of confusion for the past week and I have no idea what to do about it.
Do I miss our friendship, our relationship, or the companionship?
I have no idea what will make me happy, but I know that going against my parents will bring a shit storm that I am just not ready for.
I miss him so much, but I don’t know what I miss exactly. I love him more than anything in the world, but I don’t know what to do with all of my love.
I just want an answer, I want accepting parents.
The only thing that I do know is that if I had that, I would not be in this mess….
Tonight your memory burns like a fire, with everyone it grows higher and higher.
- School Year: It's January 21st, a wednesday, 2:37 pm
- Summer: its probably july